How are you feeling right now?

I’ll keep today’s answer brief.

I try to maintain a steady balance of my emotions so that no particular ones take control, as everyone should be (even if you don’t realize it.)

However, I do feel acutely aware of most of them and what is causing or feeding into them.

Anticipation. Anxiety. Joy. Frustration. More that I won’t list directly.

I’m anticipating the long weekend, which feeds into the joy. I’m anticipating friends coming over tonight for games, which also feeds into joy. I’m also anxious about that game night tonight because of mental health concerns related to one of my friends and his life struggles of the last couple years. I’m frustrated that I can’t help him more than we already do.

There’s a little bit of hope stirring around in the mix because of upcoming opportunities that I won’t share here, at least not until they’re coming to fruition.

The dilemma of all of this is that I end up a little overwhelmed by all of them and I have to bounce around mentally managing them, but it kind of leads to a state of…..blah. That’s the best word I can think of right now. Maybe happy, but still blah.